Sunday, September 29, 2013

It's Over

In the last week or so life has decided to use me as its punching bag. Many of the shitty things that have happened can be normal every day occurrences for a single mom of three kids, who works full time and goes to school full time, but there has also been little special treats like a broken down fridge and someone stealing $2000 from my bank account. All of these things added to my already chaotic life made me feel like I was drowning and couldn't catch my breath. I thought it couldn't possibly get worse but I was wrong.

As of tonight I am no longer seeing C. I won't go into details because honestly, they are rather painful. I thought if you wanted something and worked at something hard enough you could be successful at it. I was wrong. I really don't know where to go from here. I started looking to date because I felt so lonely and needed adult companionship, but when the trade off can cause this much heartache, I'm not so sure it's worth it. Obviously emotions are raw right now...I'm sure my final decision will come a while from now and probably change many times. Just kind of in a confused, lonely, hurt place right now.

4 comments on "It's Over"

tripntwinmom on October 2, 2013 at 6:52 AM said...

I know that nothing else will make you feel better, but I AM here. This is all just BS.

Callum on October 13, 2013 at 8:25 AM said...

You can come through. Don't give up. Keep going.

welliton Mauricio on October 14, 2013 at 11:53 AM said...

hello ! God gave me life and I lived in it and live with honor and honesty , always worked to support my children and my family . living well with the blessing of God and my health . over the five years my health has worsened year after year ... I have a problem in the tonsils that prevents me from communicating personally with people. this has ended my high esteem and my will to live , then in a final attempt to cure me from this bad tormenting me I decided to find someone here that God has blessed him with good health and good heart ... to ask for HELP so I can get my treatment that I may go to live with dignity and go back to work and take care of my family for me to see my children grow up with dignity . I'm not asking a lot, you guys can give will be of the utmost importance ! I also ask you to help me spreading this REQUEST FOR RELIEF your friends , relatives , good-hearted people who are able to donate any amount . I NEED YOU HELP ME PLEASE ! Thank you all ... God bless you all ...
deposits or transfers to : Bank Of Bradesco bank account : Account: 0071001-6 Agency : 3229-8 Name : Welliton Alves Mauricio
My address : Brazil - Alagoas - MaceiĆ³ - neighborhood : benedito bentes - block 4 - n ° 13. My Documents: CPF: 068-539-914-19, RG: 200.100.409.1803 E- mail : tel : +55-82-8123-35-55 The peace of God be with you!

Como bajar de peso on February 21, 2014 at 5:31 PM said...

You can come through. Don't give up. Keep going.

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